start and still

30 Oct 2010

this is the 16th day that you left me

is that any changes on me after your leaving ?

yes , there is something change

i start to be independent , cause here is no one for me to depends on anymore

i start my slimming plan , and i can see the result from the weight machine ♥

i start to sleep earlier than usual , cause i'll be grounded n cant chat with you if you get know that i sleep late

i start to pray to the God of Mercy , the 1st and 15th of every month according to the chinese lunar calendar

but

there is still something remain the same

i still miss you , every single minute , just like what i always do

i'm still who i am

i'm still the one who love you , miss you and care about you

it will never change , no matter what ♥

i am missing you ♥

again

just wanna tell you that i'm missing you right now

i don't care about how common i use the "miss" word

maybe it annoyed you

but i don't really wanna care

i'm just telling what i feel inside my heart

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you ♥

each " i miss you " represent the days you left me

the first week ♥

this is the first week you left me
and still
i miss you every day and night
no matter what i'm doing

my mind was full of your shadow ♥

what am i do when i'm missing you ?

look at your pictures

staring on my laptop wallpapers

read the text message that you've send to me before

listen to the song that you like to sing and learn how to sing it

recall back all the memories , the moment that we have spend together

the way you teasing me

the way you order me to do this and that

the way you pamper me

the slang when you speak in mandarine

:: Qi Shi~..Wo Hen Ai Ni lorr~..

:: Wo Ai Ni Dao Ban Ziii~..♥

seriously , i still cant get used with your leaving~..

i feel so alone sometime

i need your hug :: Ai De Bao Bao ♥

i love the feeling when you hug me tight

and i can feel your heart beating

final conclusion :: I STILL MISS YOU ♥

I LOVE YOU ♥

i really miss you ♥

to :: EuSheng Babe

it's 2.53am , 16 October 2010.

is listening to LeeHom song

i recall back the moment you sing those song to me

recall back all the moment that we have spend together before you leave

and i found that i really need you by my side

i still remember every single words that you have told me

the way you teasing me and make me goes mad

i really miss those moment and i miss everything about you~~ ♥

i miss your kiss , your hugs , your eyes when you look at me ,

your stupid face , your lame jokes and the way you say " i love you "

WO AI NI , AI DAO BAN ZHII~~!!! WO HEN XIANG NI~~!! ♥ ♥

i am kinda disappointed

what you have promise but you didn't make it

you don't even send me a message

i though that i will saw a text message from you when i wake up

but no , no text or missed call from you

fine , i think i have to get used with it ♥