if

if u plan to love me,

please love me like nobody business ♡

if u attempt to care of me,

please do take care of me like a baby ♡

if u have intention to kiss me,

please kiss me like how a jelly fish stings ♡

and

if u want to keep me with you please hold my hands tight not only the moment now but for eternity..

i might be not a good gf but i promise i will try to be one ♥

異地戀

我们不能每天在一起

我们不能一起看新上映的爱情大片

不能一起排队买路边小吃

不能一起手牵手逛街

我希望我们有机会能一起旅游

我们可以为了省钱坐10几个小时火车

在最累的时候有你陪在我身边

我会觉得这就是幸福

幸福不是两个人一起去吃大餐

而是能够偷偷握着你的手睡着

醒来的时候看见肩靠肩的你

我希望我们能够相信对方

我们不会为了无聊的猜忌吵架

我可以忍受你偶尔和陌生人网上聊天

但也仅限于网上聊天

不能打电话、更不能见面

我能忍受这些不是因为我不在乎你

而是因为我爱你

我希望你能经常想起我

早上醒来的时候能够看到你发来的短信说

“猪...起床了”

晚上睡觉前我们能互通电话

那样我会觉得我是在你现实生活中的一部分

而你很在乎我

我希望我们能偶尔吵架

我希望你身边没有女人

我发脾气叫你不要在找我的时候

永远都是假的

你一定要回来找我

我发脾气时候跟你说的话

千万不要当真

我平时在街上走了

你一定要把我追回来

我不想在玻璃窗和后视镜里

偷偷的看你有没有跟在我后面

我没有安全感

是因为我太爱你

只能靠电话、短信、上网来维持的这段感情

虽然会很辛苦

会很期盼、会很绝望、会很难熬

但我们都在坚持

日子每天数着过

期待下一次见面快点到来

我知道 熬过了这些

我们就会一辈子牵起彼此的手

不会再分开................. ♥

Man ♥ Dog

Men are just like dogs..

At first..

When you just met..

They are like puppies..

They look cute , talk sweet words , talk softly..

But then..

When they start to grow become a dog..

They obey you , loyal to you , follow you around..

But when you are not around..

They just hang out with the *bitches*..

By then when you found out..

They start to act like mad dogs..

Starts to bark wildly , starts to fight back..

Who cares..

This whole wide world not just one dog..

Or mayb animal..

Just dump it or let it go..

And find a new ones..

Next time..

Try find a cat..*miaoooo*

It is more loyal to you..

At least..

It wont go to the *bitches*.. ♥

习惯

慢慢的习惯了

习惯了你不在我身边

习惯了每天想你

习惯了想你时就对着你的照片发呆

习惯了呆在电脑前等你上线

习惯了你每天都在 Facebook 给我留言

习惯了你说爱我

习惯了你唱歌给我听

习惯了要你催我去睡觉

习惯，会让人慢慢依赖着

我会一直依赖着这些习惯

一直到你回来

真的，我习惯了 ♥ 想你

addicted

♬ ♪ ♩ ♭ ♫

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back
down that road
Will you come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now you finding a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See your pretty face, run my fingers through your hair

My love of my life, My baby, my wife
You left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinking bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back
Down that road
Will you come back
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

When I be riding
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that you notice you the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?

Didn't give you all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about you my baby
HEY, you was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing you pick up the phone
But you made a decision that you wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back
Down that road
Will you come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything


I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back
Down that road
Will you come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream...

♬ ♪ ♩ ♭ ♫

i am addicted to this song ♥

"Just A Dream "

the version which covered by Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

is awesome

and it makes me thinking of you when listening to this song

i hope that you will like this song as well babe

surprise from my babe

22 November 2010

big bunch of roses on my table

me :: " wow~..who's roses is that ? "

sister :: " yours~..Catherine say this is from EuSheng~!! "

me :: " huh ?? EuSheng ? don't kidding me , who's roses is that ? "

sister :: " tell you already is yours~!! Catherine say is from EuSheng~!! call him and ask if you don't believe that.. "

grandma :: " check and see is there a card ? sure have eh... "

everyone is checking....

me :: " don't have la~....where got ?.. "

sister :: " ya la..don't have la..where got ?.. "

grandma :: " you all blind hor..what is this huh ?! nahh your card..this roses is for who ? "

me :: " errr~..is for me , from..EuSheng !? "

grandma :: " crazy arr..he give you flower for what ? your birthday meh ? "

.......

" Dear babe Jo ,

here is my apology my dear . please accept oo..let me know in MSN ok ?..

by the way , this is my first flower for you and i hope you would like it.

i'll be back very soon..

study smart and accomplish your dream.

Ich Liebe Dich

Je t'aime

with love , ♥ Eu Sheng "

this is what written on the card..

i feel so so touching after reading that..

this is the first flower i received from boyfriend

and you are the one , the first one who present me a bunch of flower

the roses is nice

there is 11 red roses

meaning of 11 red roses was :: you are the one i love most in my life ♥

babe , i wanna tell you that

:: you are the one i love most in my life too

i love the roses , love the words you written in the card

i just love it , i love the way you shows your love

i never though you will be so romantic

thank you babe for doing so much for me

i really appreciate it

i will always remember this day

the day i receive the first bunch of roses in my life from the one i love the most

je t'aime bebe , muackxxx ♥

1 month

times fly

today 14th November

is the first month that you left me

i still remember what we did on 14th October

shopping and having lunch at Queensbay Mall

that is the day i go for my class trip to Johor and Malacca

and you have accompanied me at my college to wait for the travelling bus

i feel so touching cause you willing sacrifice your sleeping time to wait with me and you have to departure early in the morning on the next day

i am sure you know that i cried on the bus for whole night

how much i wish that i can stay up with you for that night

now i start my brand new life without you around

is really suffering when i cant get you while i really need you and miss you

i have to be smarter and independent

cause you are not around to tell me what i should or shouldn't do

you are not around to settle down problems for me

babe~..i'm slowly get used with the day without you

there are so many miles that keep us apart

i can only touch you in my dreams and feel you in my heart

babe Eu Sheng , i love you and miss you so much ♥

long distance

♪♫♪♫

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time

And I'm running outta things to do to get you off my mind (oh)

All I have is this picture in a frame

That I hold close to see your face everyday

With you is where id rather be

But we're stuck where we are and its so hard, so far

This long distance is killin me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are and its so hard, so far

This long distance is killin me

It's so hard (so hard)

When we are (when we are)

We're so far, this long distance is killin me

It's so hard (so hard)

When we are (when we are)

So far, this long distance is killin me

Now the minutes feel like hours and the hours feel like days

While I'm away

You know right now I can't be home

But I'm comin home soon, coming home soon

All I have is this picture in a frame

That I hold close to see your face again

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are and it's so hard, so far

This long distance is killin me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are and its so hard, so far

Can you hear me cryin? (Oooooh)

Can you hear me cryin? (Oooooh)

Can you hear me cryin? (Oooooh)

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are and it's so hard, so far

This long distance is killin me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are and its so hard, so far

It's so hard (so hard)

When we are (when we are)

We're so far, this long distance is killin me

It's so hard (so hard)

When we are (when we are)

So far, this long distance is killin me

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time

♪♫♪♫

is listening to this song , Long Distance by Bruno Mars all the while when im doing my assignment

at last i cry again

coz im missing you badly and need you by my side so so much~..

i like the lyrics

is so true

" With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are and it's so hard, so far

This long distance is killin me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are and its so hard, so far " ♥

i miss you babe Eu Sheng